Zhng
Ghostfriend
Just wanted to..
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 2:24 AM
Sorry, but I just wanted to tell you that I missed you.. so, so much.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 6:10 AM
haitus for too long
Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 3:35 PM
Sorry for not blogging for such a long time, was really busy with the past few weeks. Having field camp and all that shit. Anyway field camp still sucked cause of all the dirt and shit and now i have a gazillion sandfly bites on my hand which sucks, super itchy. Down with a really bad flu and cough now, like my phlegm is like "OMGBBQ". Had one bout of really high fever the other night and i was really dying at that point of time.
Now we're going to do ICCT in camp which is practising for close combat and i don't feel like trying it at all please? Got to deal with the cough first still. Okay i think i am going to put braces cause my teeth is getting more and more out of shape, i can't bite with my front teeth at all, how sucky is that? Okay going to play games with babe now, she's bring her PS2 over.
shitty weekend
Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 8:56 PM
P.S. Love you babe, sorry that i didn't have dinner at MFM, wasn't feeling really good just now and i think i have the fever now. Take care yea babe? See you on Sunday.
thinking
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 7:28 PM
Just now on the train ride back home after dinner at Babe's place, i was thinking, Sunday is really one of the most happiest and unhappiest day of my life currently for now. Cause either i have to book in on Sunday in which i will have to leave her and the thought of not seeing her for 5 days straight would really suck, or i fall sick and get Att C in which i get to spend more days with her and relaxing at home. I just really hate that feeling of booking in. People call it going to work, i call it going back to prison.
Back there it's all regimental, you listen to higher ups, do what higher ups do, just like dogs and we even eat dog food cause the food sucks. Life just sucks now, i need more time with her that's all, i want it so badly, let me break a limb or two please?
On a brighter note i passed my FTT and i really can't wait for 15th Jan where i can really start driving without taking the bus on the weekends. But then it depends whether OC will even give me an off to go take the test.
Brings me back to a point. How ironical, OC's grandfather passed away and they say it's optional to give the funeral money thingamiji but then we have to write it down in a nominal role, reason is cause they want to give it to OC. So what's this? Is this optional or is it compulsory? Will we get blacklisted if we do not give or worse do not do his bidding? If i know that we will get blacklisted, trust me i will be the first to pick up the phone and call the MP and tell them everything. Are we really dogs for the SAF? Think about it. Singapore being such a country. Too bad i am here. But i am greatful of whoever i have around me, my family, babe, my platoon mates, and all my friends. Thank god i have them to talk to if not i'll just go crazy. Time to go back to me cell now, wish me luck.
back home and again, used and abused
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 10:26 PM
Had one stupid day in camp cause of one really retarded sergeant who like totally abused us when we were on status and he kept forcing us to do stuff. Contemplating on calling the MP soon. Picked up baby just now from work to give her a little surprise cause she did not know that i was coming down.
So i see that my blog has been hacked a few times but it alright cause i have the hunch on who did it, will go confront her later, haha! Yea so parade tomorrow and that's it, time with her again.
P.S Happy 4 months baby, i treasure you so much and i don't ever want to let you go. Say, just say that you will always stay with me and be here for me always? I really hate it that you have no phone with you now and i cannot contact you whenever i want, i need you so badly everyday. Last of all, I LOVE YOU<3 :)
We can kick it here for hours
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 10:18 PM
